My life change since coming to study abroad, i have a lot of spare time i could spend much better than actually i do just by eg. improving my psychic skills. the only thing im constantly facing that i just cannot find and keep myself motivated. I have my problems i didnt have at home, i had a hard time finding a job(and still do) , lot of times i feel like a useless shit, just because i cant seem to fit in the different groups of people with different cultures(i am pretty much a introverted, "pretty shy at the beginning" type of person)

So i wanted to use my time to improve my skills to finally achieve my first astral projection, but eg. today morning it happened that i wasnt just unable to go back to bed after 6 hours of sleep, i couldnt even meditate, because it felt really uncomfortable..same thing with pc games and movies, many times i start to watch a movie and after 10 minutes i lose motivation to carry on watching..

Making cool friends would be a no.1 goal so that i could stop having bad thoughts(I really need to control them, and it doesnt always how it happens to be)

Hope its not to long for u to lose motivation to read it
Thanks!

"lot of times i feel like a useless shit, just because i cant seem to fit in the different groups of people with different cultures"

Pretty much me lol

Just keep your head up high, you'll find your clique soon enough, trust me n.n/

And as for astral projection, pretty much the reason why I haven't been here lately, one trick I find very useful to induce astral projection is to "feel" your spirit, hope this helps somewhat

And as for motivation, there are times I lack motivation every now and then, but strangely enough, it's my psychic skills that keep me going, maybe this could be your motivation too