Why?

Hey you're from Egypt. How are things there? I know your country is full of unrest with Muslim Brotherhood these days... was it 30 million people protesting against the government this year?? Sadly though, it will get worse...

Interesting scripture from Bible:
Isaiah 19
2 And I will stir up Egyptians against Egyptians,
   and they will fight, each against another
   and each against his neighbor,
   city against city, kingdom against kingdom;
3 and the spirit of the Egyptians within them will be emptied out,
   and I will confound[a] their counsel;
and they will inquire of the idols and the sorcerers,
   and the mediums and the necromancers;
4 and I will give over the Egyptians
   into the hand of a hard master,
and a fierce king will rule over them,
   declares the Lord God of hosts.

Source: w w w.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Isaiah%2019&version=ESV

Sounds familiar? Eyes open, no fear!

PS I'm not Christian or religious.

PS2 As for your lack of power, perhaps you need to try to listen to your subconscious mind more? (an advice from a super newbie lolz)

epicness wrote:

Why?

It's like a car. Fuel runs down sometimes. That's why I love qigong. It feels so boosted up. Probably what you're looking for. If not, I'm sorry.

is that how you power up your energy nazir? i think i should start practising Mark's channeling exercise more often. i realised that its not i cant move bigger object, its my "muscles" are too weak to move it. i was actually suprise how relax it is to move the ball.. no tense just i dont know.. attention and wanting it. although im still struggling to make it really consistent

Yeah things are pretty screwed up here. The Muslim Brotherhood still think they have a chance to get President Morsy back. He wasn't a good president, at ALL. But the protesting is almost over, I think. It was also a dumb idea for them to remove curfews, now there's a higher chance of more protesting, and shootings, and violence.

fiz192 wrote:

is that how you power up your energy nazir? i think i should start practising Mark's channeling exercise more often. i realised that its not i cant move bigger object, its my "muscles" are too weak to move it. i was actually suprise how relax it is to move the ball.. no tense just i dont know.. attention and wanting it. although im still struggling to make it really consistent

Yes, but I do more then Mark's exercise.

maybe its because you keep using energy without giving it time to replenish. I think you need to meditate and receive the energy also drink water and remember to eat a healthy diet.

Welcome back man !

24bigbuster wrote:

maybe its because you keep using energy without giving it time to replenish. I think you need to meditate and receive the energy also drink water and remember to eat a healthy diet.

speaking of healthy diet..... I wrote a bunch of nutrition you neeeeeed for your healthy mind in Mind, Body, and Soul :3