The story is about three weeks ago
I hurt one of my classmate by telekinesis or energy i don't know
That day is friday we are in PE class
we are fighting about my weight= =
I yell to her and go to sit on the bench
when i calm down and i think " oh ~ thanks god nothing happen this time ." but i still angry .
after PE class she come and told me " my crystal is broken when you yell at me " i was little scared but she's fine so i think is nothing to worry .
Monday ,she come again she told me " after school you go home i was like hitting by lighting i lying on the floor even can't move , my mom took me to hospital but the report says nothing wrong is very health."
I don't know is that me or coincidence but i don't believe coincidence.
But the point is the thing like that is always happen since i was little and i can feel every time it happens it was even worse.
for example when i was four grade i hate math class so i look at the homeworks and then they fall from the table and wind like a storm blow into our classroom.
I'm really hate math....
I practice tk is because i want to know how to control that energy or power or chi or whatever it is.
but is no result it even worse .
I was scared ...
I don't know should i still practice or stop but if stop it will still growing....
I told my teacher and she gave C.G.JUNG's Memories,dreams,reflections.
tell me to read it.
by the way
I was wondering is there anyone have a same problem like me?