i think my soul is some sort of earth gaurdian or something i feel VERY LARGE amounts of empathy towards the bad things in life even if they are minute
my stepmother is a wasteful excuse of a human being she stays so over medicated its not even funny shes like a damn zombie
she doesnt clean and all she does is lay there and complain about what hurts her for 2 weeks she is a downright PAIN in the ass until father gets paid then shes bouncing off the fucking walls
all the other times she wastes whole plates of food and complains it makes her sick, just today she took 2 bites out of a bowl of chicken noodle soup and threw it out i have felt so morbid over that since!
when we had a previous house before we had to move in with my grandmother that house was downright disgusting piles of clothes everywhere dishes piled 4 ft high with dead rats in the sink because they drowned and she wouldnt wash them
now here there is 4 animals down stairs where they stay that never get taken out there is pee in the floor food in the floor on the wall clothes piled everywhere
goodness gracious i cant take it anymore i just cant all these emotions and stress i cant