i still frequently visit this forum just to see how things are going with all of my old friends. it feels like its been an eternity since we last had any major activity here Nazir is no longer active, Fade-mir passed away and Mark simply vanished and deleted all of his media. Leading me to believe he was simply an online guise created by someone, but for some reason lost interest in his craft, or he may have passed away without anyone ever knowing it.
if anyone is still out and about on our forum dont give up your practice, use this place to start a new community, and begin a-new chapter.
if Mark, or the user behind "Mark" still visits the forum and sees this, i appreciate the conversations and experiences we all shared as a community. they are always at the back of my mind, something i often think back on, when times where much more simple in my life, before everything changed. I miss my old friends, and i miss being able to to talk about this stuff to strange people who in the end were just as strange as i was and didnt care. the stuff that took place here is something that ill take with me for the rest of my life, and share with my children if i ever have any.