So I'm a dreamer, an artist, a philosopher, but most importantly a human being. Every day I wake up, light a smoke, and prepare for the day ahead of me. I work on myself through meditation and art, and destroy myself with drugs and video games. I fall in and out of a state of mindfulness. I've left all the vices I could behind and sailed into the dreams of many. Now I sit here, worrying for the future of our collective souls as I type this out. I fear nothing anymore. I feel nothing but compassion for us. I've been told I'm demonically possessed, but I don't believe that for half a second. I hate having to wait for the future, as I'm stuck in the present and contemplating the past.

You gotta let the past be behind you. Don't let it block your hopes & dreams. The present is the present: We all live in it right now. & future, here's the tricky part: You gotta take it. Plan it. Be a part of it in order to get your life together. I dunno what you're gonna be doing for a living. You gotta think ahead for a while, learn some basics from that particular topic & participate in it. So don't worry any longer. Your future awaits for you. I promise.

Thanks! Appreciate the kind words!

You're welcome.

It's very possible you have negative spiritual energy that is sucking down your astral body.
Would I call that all out demon possession? No. But, it's not good.

If this is true, the only way to cure yourself of it is to rid your subconscious mind of whatever negative thought patterns are attracting and welcoming this emotional parasite.