Woooo.... as my good friend nf 13 always says" you gotta learn to walk before you can run". Start with baby steps my friend. Psi wheel is the best thing to start with, do push and pull on foil and paper, start rolling straws then pen then pencil. What Mark does has cone after a long time. I beleive its achievable but u have gotto be patient and have faith in yourself. Keep practicing everyday for atleast a month. That'll give you a fair amount of idea how u work and what is your technique. Then you can build on that.