It's not awkward, many people constantly do it(people who pray like they mean it). You should learn more about different types of spirits and ways to communicate. And BEFORE channeling, know how to banish these beings in case something goes wrong. Also train to get into a state of deep trance. Psychics like Edgar Cayce used this and it's one of the best ways to channel. Master going into trance until you can do it without hesitation. Then you can also look for tools such as dowsing tools and different ways of divination. It helps with communication.
